[ It's Teru who awkwardly drops eye contact when it's pointed out that his reaction was not... quite appropriate, even if not wrong per se. ]
You don't need to think of it as an 'if'...
[ He'd pictured having a boyfriend before, just a vague image of another guy who is kind and righteous and maybe calls him on the phone sometimes. Now he realizes he doesn't even have Light's phone number and neither does Light have his, but they've had fantastic sex twice and only now they're even talking about a relationship and.... Everything seems very backwards. Overwhelmingly backwards. ]
I'd like to, yes.
[ Maybe from now on they can go at a pace that Teru deems more normal, but he doesn't dare being hopeful. ]
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You don't need to think of it as an 'if'...
[ He'd pictured having a boyfriend before, just a vague image of another guy who is kind and righteous and maybe calls him on the phone sometimes. Now he realizes he doesn't even have Light's phone number and neither does Light have his, but they've had fantastic sex twice and only now they're even talking about a relationship and.... Everything seems very backwards. Overwhelmingly backwards. ]
I'd like to, yes.
[ Maybe from now on they can go at a pace that Teru deems more normal, but he doesn't dare being hopeful. ]